THE FALLEN ANGEL
The angel sits low, looking up at the sky.
Just wishing for once that he could actually fly.
His wings are broken, they do not work.
Trying to ignore the demons, in the shadows they lurk.
They whisper words of his torturous past.
The angel doesn’t know how much longer he’ll last.
His halo is rusted, it does not shine.
But he doesn’t complain and he doesn’t whine.
His once white robes have now turned to gray.
God doesn’t answer but he will still pray.
He falls to his knees onto the cold ground.
Maybe tonight, salvation can be found.
But once again, God turned His back.
The angel is trying to get his life on track.
There’s too much pain that he has to endure.
He has an illness and there is no cure.
How much pain can a fallen angel take?
He shouldn’t have been born, he was a mistake.
Living this life and trying to survive.
He isn’t dead but he isn’t alive.
Pain racks his body almost every single day.
He wants to leave but he has to stay.
Taking on pain that isn’t his own.
Why can’t the pain just leave him alone?
Trying to be the person people want him to be.
All the while thinking "Why can’t I be me?"
He doesn’t talk, he bites his cheek.
All the while dying and growing weak.
Forced to walk the world, alone and afraid.
Wishing that in his deep sleep, he had stayed.
Self hatred and anger roll off of him in waves.
But he still has love and he still saves.
Every day a life falls into his hand.
He builds them up and helps them stand.
But never does he ask for anything in return.
It’s okay though, it’s not a big concern.
He’ll keep standing and doing what he has to.
The pain and agony, he prays he’ll make it through.
But at the same time, he hopes it’s too much.
He hopes at one point he might feel Death’s touch.
Falling into Death’s sweet painless embrace.
He doesn’t care if other angels say he’s a disgrace.
The fallen angel doesn’t ask for a lot of things.
All he really wants is a new set of wings.
Wings that can take him up and away.
If it comes at a price then he will gladly pay.
He wants an escape from this hell on earth.
He wants to laugh and be filled with mirth.
But most of all he wants to pass that pearly gate.
If he can’t then he can accept his fate.
Doomed to walk this world, alive but dead.
I guess he must wait for what lies ahead.
His path is uncertain, he doesn’t know what to do.
But he knows that he will always remain true.
No matter what he will help ease your fears.
He will be there to help dry your tears.
He’ll hold you and comfort you late in the night.
Stand by your side even if you fight.
He wants to go to heaven more than you know.
But for now he’ll look up at the clouds from below
From: My friend's friend

Tell me what's wrong with societyWhen everywhere I look I seeYoung girls dying to be on TVThey wont stop 'til they've reached their dreamsDiet pills, surgeryPhotoshop pictures in magazinesTelling them how they should beIt doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going on?Tell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrongI guess things are not how they used to beThere's no more normal familiesParents act like enemiesMaking kids feel like it's world war IIINo one cares, no one's thereI guess we're all just too damn busyMoney's our first priorityIt doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going on?Tell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrongIs everybody going crazy?Is everybody going crazy?Tell me what's wrong with societyWhen everywhere I look I seeRich guys driving big SUV'sWhile kids are starving in the streetsNo one caresNo one likes to shareI guess life's unfairIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going onTell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that somethingsomething is wrongIs everybody going Crazy?Can anybody tell me what's going onTell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrong

Hey, hey! Hey, hey! Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them I know that people say we're never gonna make it But I know we're gonna get through this (Close your eyes and please don't let me go) Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go now (Close your eyes, don't let me let you go) Don't, don't, don't... [CHORUS]: Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We could find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die Take my hand tonight One last time Hey, hey! Hey, hey! The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement If they could see us they would tell us that we're crazy But I know they just don't understand (Close your eyes and please don't let me go) Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go now (Close your eyes, don't let me let you go) Don't, don't, don't... Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We could find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die Take my hand tonight One last time Hey, hey! Hey, hey! Hey, hey! The raindrops, the tears keep falling I see your face and it keeps me going If I get lost your light's gonna guide me And I know that you can take me home You can take me home Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We can find some place to go Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die Take my hand tonight One last time Take my hand tonight Let's not think about tomorrow Take my hand tonight We could find some place to go (find some place to go)Cause our hearts are locked forever And our love will never die (love will never die) Take my hand tonight One last time

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie

Your love is just a lie

Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the drive-way and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say
You're always gonna be afraid

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here

Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal
But they're never gonna go away...

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?

You're falling
You're screaming
You're stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying
You're crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here!

Woaooh

Kick the door

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Tell me what will you do?

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here

why would i have to wait until u step down? I will be so sad to see you go. why cant you answer all my questions now? hope you could keep your promise that you will tell me when you step down...

why cant u share ur problems with me? I hope u wont be too stubborn. And hope you could share your problems with me. Wish that you could share your problems with me I am trying to help you....thanks

I hope those lies could fly away

Happy Birthday to my sis(Claudia)
u grow up already mus listen to me hahaha

want to sleep but cant sleep.

What should I do?

hellos jus drop by but i have to go already sorry bye

anyways i must say i have play facebook the pass few days untill i get bored with it...lame wish i can watch BOF and after my parents know my results they told me to go study right away. hope they let me use the computer today to watch BOF byesss.

Sorry I am just not good enough

i flunked my math, chinese and science exams
the most shocking is only 8 person pass the science exam.
rest of my exams is fine but just pass. freaking sad WTF...
hey anybody watch BOF(Boys Over Flower)?
i am super sad these few days.
feel like crying. help anybody for my chinese?
yesterday have choir coz we need to make present for lian lao shi
happy retirement lian lao shi
i will miss you
after choir go compass with alica to find something after that we walked around for awhile
after that go tuition at punggol plaza maybe this is the time that I feel sad, confused and maybe a little angry and hurt.
i should not tell you all what happen sorry unless you come to ask me personally and i bet maybe only wanyi come ask.
i feel terrible, sad, hurt, annoyed.and SAD again
gotta go bye

HI sorry i nv post for a long time liaos...exams jus over and i am goin vivo with gwen and wanyi hahaha.....i jus knew mayb i am wrong so wrong i should not haf do that should not mayb i am just not good enough not good....

------------------Tall tree,
----------------as you stand
--------------there motionless
-------------softly waving arms
-----------that wear the essential
-------part of life on earth: leaves
-----that contain chlorophyll, green
--gold, converted into oxygen by day
-Without our green friends, we would
--cease to exist. Therefore we have to
----treat them with respect and care
-----and enjoy their company, fruits,
-------the shadow they cast for us
-----------so we can hide from
--------------the heat and the
----------------relentlessly
-------------------beating
--------------------down
---------------------sun
---------------------rays
---------------------on a
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HI
finally SYF is over woots...can start to eat ice cream liaos
guess what my skul choir get for SYF?

SILVER...woots
we maintained this standard haha
muahahaha

but still got speech day coming up boohoo
so tiring
first rehasal made me sweat like hell
yuk!
gtg i need to syudy liaos exams coming byes

hi i am back now!!!
back to yesterday
After school i went to compass point and eat lunch...than talk with wanyi a while than go home cuz got tuition at 5.00 PM. Tuition as per normal but funnier to me. After that walk home with justin. NOT THE JUSTIN IN MY CLASS is in tiuiton de justin. Take Note everybody. Than go home use computer than go sleep lor. I VERY VERY VERY tired this few days.
I now in school blogging just have choir prctice. the practice is so-so... gotta go byes

hello!!!
Today first day of school to all the sec2s in NVSS
coz last week have camp muahahaha
school as usual ofcuz trying to get use to the new timetable that have been distribed out on thurs
after school, went to compass point with wanyi, fiona and verine. have lunch together. FIRST TIME together hehe...well after getting back today result i think i should buck up more ALOT MORE...i try to write out my feelings here i jus cant...i cant think of WORDS to subsituite my feeling. Anyways tmr going to school myself. tiring...i tink i am not use to it bah yawnn...M.C. for one whole week. NO PE damn it...gotta go byes goodnitez sweet dreamz >.<

ellos, jus came back from bintan yesterday. it was very tiring. yesterday i climb the mountain of 900meters of bintan. thanks to sherman and other guys i can make it to the summit and come down. THANKS ALL. althougth it was tiring but very fun. my teacher say i muz climb as singapore have no mountain and it is the highlights of the camp. I didn't have a chance to climb the high elements. sad case. now my whole hands and legs are pain like hell. haissh. and back too. ohya i have sore throat too. when I came back to school yesterday night, i haf a surprise. i should not say it, if not later got another poblem come out like yesterday and i haven solve it. i dun wan more problem liao. why does the person always like this? i hate it. i dun even know what is wrong than that person say i should know it. can you stop playing games? i hate playing this type of games with you. cant we jus be normal friends? and this i my life, i deserve and have every rights to know about it.
CAN'T U STOP PLAYING GAMES?

sry wanna post but no time sry....i dun tink ther is anyting to post but i wish smeone will tutor me for free ofcuz for math n sci everybody is welcome plz help thanks. tmr is sports day wish choir luck n fidelis too thanks

For cookie filling :


To assemble the cookie sandwiches,

place about 1 teaspoon of cream cheese & peanut butter respectively on a cookie.

Top with another cookie and press together .

To make the Chocolate Cookies,


in a large bowl cream butter and
sugar , eggs until light in color and fluffy.


In another medium bowl stir together the flour , cocoa powder, baking powder .


Add the dry ingredients to the butter mixture and stir to combine using spoon.

Place the dough on a sheet of plastic wrap.


Press the dough into a 1-inch high round.

Wrap in plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 30 minutes and up to 1 day.

Roll out the dough to between 1/8 and 1/4-inch thick.


Use a 1 3/4-inch round cookie cutter to cut out the dough.


Bake on a heavy baking sheet for 15 minutes at about preheated 350 degree F oven .


Place the baking sheets on a wire rack to cool cookies.

which part should i choose? one part is happy another is sad...dunno which to choose? who can tell me? today choir start at 8.30 hahaha the boys are 7.30 muahahaha sad case. T.T mr liew say alto good hahaha but still need work hard
JIA YOU ALTOOO!!!!! AND THE WHOLE CHOIR TOOO OF CUZ!!!!
after choir go back classroom to put my bag n go eat wif wanyi, alica, and theodora. i didnt eat cuz haf gastric flu later scared i vomit all out...when i queuing up i helpin wanyi to buy lah... charlton queue in front of me n alica than kevin queue behind me than he suddenly ask me
Kevin: Why your cousin everytime come back to NVSS?
Me: how would i know?
Kevin: u his cousin wat
Me: i oso not so free, got time to tok to him
Me: eh wat is your name?
Kevin: gavan' fren
Me: *Dots*
Alica: kevin
than wanyi came n take the food than go to the table lor
i got to go byes peeps!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goood luck for tmr math retest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why muz i be sick today? i haf choir today and i really wanted to go...sob...so sad jus nw go see doctor to get MC n no pe for two days sad case haissh. i SMS mr liew n he say get well soon....thanks mr liew...he read out my SMS in choir which is so embrassing ..... tmr if i get well i can see my friends alr i wish i will get well tmr wish me luck thanks and plz tagg me thanks

yo peeps long time nv post le....theses few days is every boring nothing intresting to post sry....
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He did not reply most of my SMSes for the past two days. . .maybe it is my fault and i dunno it. Ok i am sorry if i am wrong T.T I wish i never done that thing to make u angry and i dun wan to lose u as my fren. But u nv tell me wat is the prob? can u tell me? I really wan to know...so i can explain PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE? Sheng hui birthday is around the corner and i haf bought him a presents wif wanyi. School life sucks like hell. And i think wanyi is VERY happy. . . ***happy birthday*** to sheng hui, wanyi, elieen, julia i think that is all,mayb i will try be as happy as i could..........................................................................@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ i really dun wan to lose that fren.... mayb wanyi will know who is that person I REALLY DUN WAN TO LOSE HIM AS A FREN .....sob...sob...sob...

HI i am back.*******MERRY CHRISTMAS******* TO ALL and happy birthday to me hahaha lol so lame thanks to: sheng hui, wan yi and alica thanks for ur presents!!!!! sorry i haf to go bye n merry christmas

hi back frm korea, that explain that i nv post XD lols tata bought smeting for my frens haha....miss my frens hehe...dun post liao bb

Ok, time to face reality, i cant really wait for him, trying to forget him is hard but it depend on myself....nw he gone to tai wan....i looked forward for the day he come back to singapore...dun tok abt him le later i cry OMFG haizz...another guy ok i thought he was mature but he turns out to b unmature....dun wan b frens wif mi say larhs i oso wun eat u up oso wun sad who u tink u r izzit worth it to be sad ovr u? Who force u to be my fren? Nobody it is ur own mind, ur own heart, ur own body, ur own hands, ur own legs, i didnt control them u control your ownself. Dun toking to miie wun help i jus tink u wanted to b my fren...is like u r a liar...i wun wan to call u that but i forced by u, u pushed miie to the limits it is ur own fault dun blame miie PLEASE I BEG u do u nid mi to go dwn on my knees? if u say yes i wun do it u dun deserve it...blame it on urself...i hate u dun alays tink that i like u ok? PLEASE dun spoil my mood it is holiday nw...but still nid to see u i hate ur face but i didnt say ur face is ugly i tink i will end nw but MAYBE will later post see 1 bahh my mood

I wonder if singer is hurt to the core when they write sad songs or they jus take frm other ppl stories WHO CARES?
fck my fren say if wan to forget ppl must depends on myself tat fckin asshole make mi rmb him cbk i hate him nvmind who cares?

Cries in a distance Can't stop the tremble I'm just awaiting my turn Hiding will never Save me forever The guns gonna get me for sure Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend Come to me and take my hand Like mama would say Everything will be okay So I hear is 3 2 1 The scream from the guns And then 1by1 No one gets to run Someone's dad or mom Sister, brother and son No…no… So I feel is 1 2 3 My tears start to bleed Smell of roses on my feet I feel sore… I fall… I call… I crawl…

although everytime change blogskin but i realli nth to post sorri

hihi...today haf choir until afternoon than go compass point eat than go home...it is just as boring as normal day no special day haizz

sori cant post now gotta go out bye

Jus post for awhile but nth to post so lame later than post bah

today after choir...go wan yi house, sit for awhile than go compass point eat lunch than saw Ian n frens n Yong qian than go montip to buy earsticks for WAN YI than go home lo than talk to WAN YI n Sheng hui for awhile than listen to JJ Lin new album SUPER NICE, JJ LIN ROCK FOREVA got to go play games le bye bye

i had class gathering on last friday at estella garden condo. haf to go early to put the tings we nid there i sat melody father car to go to the condo...than we go tampines mall to eat n play after tat go back the condo to bbq until 9 lyk tis...than go home tat all bye

i veri confuse haizz sorri wanyi sorri bye

todae so boring cant go out haizz...at luch eat udon yum i cooked myself de hahaha gonna chage url haizz my b4 url so noob n lame tomoro go skool le yay i lyk to go skool haizz



WISH ALL SEC4 GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS darling you too for ur exams




JIA YOU ALL THE WAY got to go tata toodles!!!!

MY ENG FAIL SHIT haizz say lyk tis oso no use. but got abit chance to go xpress next yr hahaha...darling i will lurb u foreva dun leave mi thanks miss u jux nw got choir so cant call u nite time call u kiies?

today is a boring day for mi haha. i took a eng exam in hall. SUPER DIFFICULT sure fail. Get back result. Mine was average. After skool went to compass to eat n go to wan yi house to play for awhile n than go compass again. Guess who i saw? IAN my Sl. "ugly" as usual haha jkjk than go home...haizz...end of my day, sort of.

hi i am back...long time never post le hahaha...so lame hor...i got so many things in my mind...dunno how to say. exams coming gonna buck up lo. todae holiday so can on computer and at home do homework i so guai hor haha. i wish my wan yi will listen to me knn....she wun...sob...one more thing, i knew IAN hate me so i have to make myself hate him but i cant plz tell me how to hate him...bye

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. B) Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people. #1 If your lover dumped you, what will your first reaction be? ...#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? have all the things i want & i like^^#3 What is your dream house like? A Mansion; with anime pictures paste on the walls; a huge swimming pool; plus a big balcony.#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? sometimes...#5 What's your ideal lover like? he MUST love who i am, thats all.#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Being loved by someone? #7 Do you believe in fate? a bit#8 If the person you secretly like likes you, what would you do? see wat this person do^^#9 Is there anything that has made you happy these days? Hanging out with frens; computer^^#10 Are you in love or being loved now? wat do you think?#11 Are you expecting someone's sms? maybe...#12 Who are currently the most important people to you? frens & family #13 What do you intend to do this holidays? Hang out with frens!^^#14 do you want something badly now? D-Grayman wallet!#15 What's the first thing you do every morning? wake up...#16 Would you give all in a relationship? yes #17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? the one who loves me more#18 What type of friends do you like? Funny, can be trusted, friendly, not too rough, positive#19 What is your ideal vacation? Japan, Tokyo#20 What would you name your children in future? (Give 1 boy, 1 girl) Sheena & Calvin
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i m sad n confused as my fwens suddenly dun talk 2 me. i wanted 2 ask them why but....i cant bring myself 2. can some1 tell me why they never talk 2 me they r the onli when i m wif them i m happy but other.......nah cant b happy. i wish they will tell mi why they didnt talk 2 me. i found it weird.....i have turn 2 my primary skool fwen but wif no avil....haiiz which skool i go 2 will always have prob wif fwens. if i did any thing wrong 2 my fwens hope they can forgive mi cause i missed their laughter n joy it seems so.......fortunate haiiz but it is impossible unless they come 2 read this post n 2moro is friday too n in IT i will sit wif them too.i m sad n confused hope they can talk 2 mi again n thank 4 all peeps.i will care 4 them wherever they r n will pray 4 them...tis is all peeps in the next post i will give u all a blog wif bakin things bye peeps

last week we won the tribe competition. yay! i wish every year is like that.i like chen wan and Ian who is among the SL(student leader)now i hav their HP num i can contact them,YAY!